Blessed

The first no...I was like okay.. 

The second no.. okay...?

The third no... wait..

1 for the father

1 for the son

and

1 for the holy ghost.

For now on

If i hear the same no for the same thing 3times..I quit..

 and Im atalking about if its a life thing.

...Wait.. is this a sign..Idk... i mean jermaine is married and I could destory lives from within first... must ignore jermaine.marriage is biblical you are vowed.... Okay I know how to do that now.. but wait wat about my"bestriend."I like him..shit but wait children come from intercourse but that child was meant to happen... by whose word.. gods... god only can gve a child you can have sex 1000000 tmes and not have one if he order it not right r ready...

O.O....the lord loves me way to much... Its like right he's lke "you see me now?"

IM all.."y-yes lord" and so me what ifs and buts are running through me, and he knew that because he made so bad that i can even continue... lol I am hardheaded so he knew..

Lord what do I do now? back up? ummmmm....  im like but but ..THERE  IS NOT bUT SHUT UP HEARTAND MIND!