Blessed

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ivTgMNqZc80

In my opinon Jhene Aiko is singing about something that she WANTS but she cant have so instead of fighting to get it she's always going to step back so she avoids all the heart break that could come with it..

I don't get itt... your the only thing that I love...your the only thing that I want...and Im gone..if I dont..I'll be right where i was before...

girl I wishh...

 lol

Soooo...same thing..I like my guy friend...

Im not about to say the same thing. How can he still be on mind when Ive tried to push im behind my brain even.. my brains like no! he's gonna be in the front.. like huh? _Screaamssssssss_

U kno what would commit me to him? lol alot? SEX. ive only had t with one person... buttt.smh..thats stupid...

>.< sittin over here with 3:16am on replay x 8000 till i stop thinkin

Dear lord,

I come to you with a sincere and open heart. I am praying for a friend of ine, Im not sur how I can cover some one else with my words and Im nott sure if I am saying or doing this right.. but lord I need you to watch over him, I need you to, I need you to lead him . I eed you to lead him lord. [;ease ;ead him lord.  I want him to see yyou to  want him to see the you inside himself.. so he can know the true meaning of fix himself... in jesus name I prau

amen

 I typed this with out looking...now im wiping my face..

The first no...I was like okay.. 

The second no.. okay...?

The third no... wait..

1 for the father

1 for the son

and

1 for the holy ghost.

For now on

If i hear the same no for the same thing 3times..I quit..

 and Im atalking about if its a life thing.

...Wait.. is this a sign..Idk... i mean jermaine is married and I could destory lives from within first... must ignore jermaine.marriage is biblical you are vowed.... Okay I know how to do that now.. but wait wat about my"bestriend."I like him..shit but wait children come from intercourse but that child was meant to happen... by whose word.. gods... god only can gve a child you can have sex 1000000 tmes and not have one if he order it not right r ready...

O.O....the lord loves me way to much... Its like right he's lke "you see me now?"

IM all.."y-yes lord" and so me what ifs and buts are running through me, and he knew that because he made so bad that i can even continue... lol I am hardheaded so he knew..

Lord what do I do now? back up? ummmmm....  im like but but ..THERE  IS NOT bUT SHUT UP HEARTAND MIND!

I'm listening to stuff like: "I wish I was her."  "secret love."

OKAY I ADMITTED IT TWICE,

I

LIKE

MY

GUY

FRIEND

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That doesn't mean it's gonna go away does it... nope...

-Kicks a trashcan- lol.

Rules for you guys;

1.Don't fall in like with a guy who recently had a son.. plus a baby mama.. the child aint even ...in his years yet.. as he grows up...so will his parents.. and with age comes wisdom (Well atleast..it is supose to) and with time... they will ALWAYS have a relationship of some kind... -kicks and screams- I am setting myself up from pain.. lol.. because I REALLY like his ,,ash.. lmao!

Like seriously, you always hear ;

1.Dont mess with a married man/women

2. Don't mess with a crazy person

3. Don't mess with a woman with a child...

 IDGAF! how much you like a guy with a kid. DONT! put the SH.. on pause. RIGHT .NOW. I should be taking my own adivce but the only reason I like him is because I actually want to be close to him, I want to know him and I like him because..he real with his... stuff... im sittin over here mind really wondering..like this is not gonna go down well.. like why can't it..

-Screaming-

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lmao... gewoiklmdfkdeoi Serious I wanna cry... My mind is saying; tai you like him because you are get to know who he is and so far you like who he is. Im sitting here like NO FU..DUH! i know alotta people you dont se y liking them.. what makes him so different.

He's different

-shuts her mind off--

Cant even sleepp; -sighs- im glade he's not textng back, cuz i know hes over there thinking too...

or he could be asleep..

PFT!

-peace

-tai

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